Wednesday, March 30, 2011

rambling procrastination

hey....

yet again i am placating myself with a blog post because i am currently off facebook and can't procrastinate there!!

so...as i mentioned in my last post, i have an upcoming craft fair that i bought a table at.....and am hoping to sell some beanies and other things i've made....

my only problem.....i don't have many things made!!

note my slight dilemma!?

so...instead of hooking away like a crazy woman, i am here.....rambling

dinner is in the crock-pot.....

#2 is down for a nap (shocking that she's over 3 and gotten back into a habit of napping lately - i think she's still recovering from a flu...a month ago!! is that even possible??!)....

#1 is doing her journal.....

Dado is out cutting wood again today, as the permit is only valid until April 1st!!

i wish this was more inspiring....or encouraging.....

but i have come to realize that growing a baby takes up more than just space in my body......it has currently occupied all forms of rationel and reason, along with any creative thoughts in my brain!!

speaking of the baby....

so far things are going great!

february was a rough, rough month......

i was sick every single day......but that was an expected and very welcomed feeling

we had been trying for #3 for 16 months by then and to know that "things were working" because of the morning sickness, was reassuring

then we flipped the calendar to march

and all of everything stopped!

i still had/have some food aversions...but NOTHING like february!

honestly, although one would imagine a sense of relief from the ending of morning sickness, i actually am battling a sense of anxiety....

i know that satan wants nothing more than for me to suffer in any way possible...and if it's not going to be through morning sickness, then he'll try stressing me out with negative, defeating thoughts about the baby and what is/may be happening to cause the morning sickness to stop....

all the while, God is faithful

He's kept close to me and reassured me that this is all His plan.....and there is nothing to worry about

so the anxiety has certainly died down....a LOT in the past week or so....for that i am thankful

as far as feeling go about what we may be having....i think it's too early to tell....

all i know is how i felt for my last 2 pregnancies....and this one is identical to those two...?!

i think i am going to start a little poll on the side...

but before then i am going to go and do some web-search and look at what the preggo-sites guess that my "signs" are telling me...you know, those chinese calendar thingys, and the old wives tales....

once i've done those, i'll post the results and then add a poll and you can make your guesses...

we WILL be finding out what we are having in about 3-4 weeks.....i am undecided yet as to whether we will be sharing that information.....

so....that's me and #3 so far.....

and now....my rambling is all done

hope you have a fabulous day!

1 comments:

Rachel said...

congrats on baby #3!!! glad things are going well, and i am so excited for you! hope everything turns out with your craft fair also :) ps...you should make some cowls, i wear the one you sent me ALL the time! thanks again :)